Well, to sum it up. I spent 3-4 Day CabalMania Venus Blader Lvl40
Day 8
Ha, hols looks like it is going to be over soon. Check with sam and know that Day tour is this Sat. Not very sure whether want to join.
Look in mySAS seen dismay calender. I do not have much time left.
I hope to kick off a bright start and not run halfway then collapse. It happened in Year 1.
When I look back the past years, my memories have too many regrets, too many sorrow, not even the happier memories could numb the hurt i feel. No one know because i wear a mask.
People said I have no emotions I am void, maybe that is true. I have no emotions because i suppressed them.
I guess this is not a bad thing because i do not suffer emotional mood swings.
I have read tons and tons of inspiration books, see tons of movie that inspire people...
that is one way to motivate yourself but this fuel do not last long.
so what can i do?
1)sit and despair? 2) blame Fate 3) admit it? 4) fight a lonely war 5) fight with nakama 6) train my skill
obvious is 4,5,6 thus I MUST DO WHAT I CAN SO THAT I WILL NOT HAVE REGRET IN FUTURE.
some achieve greatness, some are born great and some have greatness thrust among them(Shakespeare)
I hope to be with 1 of those and not a Normal walking commodity.
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Day 1
Do a bit of Training
my mind is still kinda rusty.
Haven't do the Necessary Training.
Clean up a bit of mess.
Downloaded Mabinogi Client
and anti ip detect.
Check fot viruses.
None found yet...
Day 7
Well, to sum it up.
I spent 3-4 Day CabalMania
Venus
Blader
Lvl40
Day 8
Ha, hols looks like it is going to be over soon. Check with sam and know that Day tour is this Sat.
Not very sure whether want to join.
Look in mySAS seen dismay calender.
I do not have much time left.
I hope to kick off a bright start
and not run halfway then collapse.
It happened in Year 1.
When I look back the past years,
my memories have too many regrets,
too many sorrow, not even the happier memories could numb the hurt i feel. No one know because
i wear a mask.
People said I have no emotions
I am void, maybe that is true.
I have no emotions because i
suppressed them.
I guess this is not a bad thing
because i do not suffer emotional
mood swings.
I have read tons and tons of inspiration books, see tons of movie that inspire people...
that is one way to motivate yourself but this fuel do not last long.
so what can i do?
1)sit and despair?
2) blame Fate
3) admit it?
4) fight a lonely war
5) fight with nakama
6) train my skill
obvious is 4,5,6
thus I MUST DO WHAT I CAN
SO THAT I WILL NOT HAVE REGRET IN FUTURE.
some achieve greatness,
some are born great
and some have greatness thrust among them(Shakespeare)
I hope to be with 1 of those
and not a Normal walking commodity.
Day 9
Sweep some of the crap,
House is a bit more tidier now.
day 12
clear some of tasks.
still have a bit more to do.
Day 14
Have a little shock.
Try Ms2227
The integretion topic
shock me and confuse me
Now, suddenly recall
intergretion learn until
linear only
Day 16
A streak of inspiration i had
from reflection.
cheers.
new day .new hope.
Title : A travelling journey
A long time ago,
in order to prove his traits,
base on his proud ego
a sailor sets his sign on the trail.
The haughty sea shows no angst,
In punishing the brave sailor's mood,
with the intent of stroking his anger
and let the sailor mulls.
The sailor know that he hath to move
forward or backward or capsize with time
He can no longer wait to mow
his heart tied of discontent or pleasure.
He brave the stormy sea
in the devious night
And He see
the Shining Light.
Of the stars.
Day 17
Cabal stop
Lvl 45
MACB3TH
Venus
Blader
today have so much to do.
Day 18
3 round around park
muscles jell-O
Must train train train.
Day 19
ho...ha...Badminton sure
took a toll on my legs.
But fun.
Day 21
feel so sheepishly
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